As kids we develop friendships which we pledged no matter what, we’ll be friends to the end. We were sincere in the very idea and thought of the bunch.
However, life starts to happen, and other things start to happen at precisely the exact same time. When you are kids all is wonderful, vibrant, and free. We see the bluest skies and the greenest trees. Our friend is right regardless of what they do or say, and we just admire how they can tell a lie and make it sound so correct. Innocence has long been lost and nearly forgotten. Though we try to keep things as light-hearted as possible; life is uncomfortably black and white most of the time. The colors are meshed into an unrecognizable color that we can not readily name; therefore we find ourselves spontaneously creating a title which seems to fit.
Nobody wants to state that this is not right, or this is wrong, or even question anymore “WHY”? Nooooooooo, we just mindlessly and “purposely” get-in-to-fit-in and in certain arenas this apparently is the only way to acquire the desired end goal of us all. However, this compromise puts us at of danger of becoming just another face, another number, another… just the same old “here is another one’.
Don’t get-in-to-fit-in, dare to be different, even if “different” to today’s standards isn’t popular. I can be me, you can be you, we could be us, and they, can be them ; and everyone is able to accept “who each one is”, but not necessarily “what” we all can perform. That’s an individual choice, and personal conviction of whatever “that” is that we, they can perform. If you do not like “what I do”, just ‘do not participate’, if I do not like what you do… I just ‘don’t participate’.
My end is mine alone, and I am very confident about my end. Your end is the end, and I hope you’re as certain of your own end. My ending is “eternal” bliss, for I have experienced a little glimpse of this bliss on this sided of measured time. I also have undergone “a glimpse of and been impacted by unrest, unfaithfulness, unloved, unforgiveness, pain, sorrow, confusion, despair, illness, hopelessness, and boy have I seen my share of death; however, the guarantee of “eternal bliss” has overshadowed my heart, soul, soul, and mind, til my only outlook is “inner peace”, and “unfiltered joy”.
Some of my childhood friends are no longer hear about this ground, some of them have gone on beyond this world. None of them have come back to tell me where they are, but, for some I already know, because they made it quite clear while they were yet alive; in which their eternity would be. This I am confident of and this it is possible to ponder… #if you my friends went to heaven, they don’t want to leave; and when their lifetime is in hell… #they can’t leave.
I leave you with this… If your friend(s) say to you that they’ve found inner peace, unspeakable joy, and life is great, though they may be financially struggling; and you on the other hand have $$$, but you are miserable, no inner peace, and you end up envying your friend(s)… DON’T! Request them… how is it you can be broke, alone, and at peace… they may just tell you… “I’ve unspeakable joy”; that I can’t explain but it’s something that has helped me, and me it has surely sustained.